Confession.

I’ll never not be jealous or insecure. We’re not officially together because you feel as though I’m not ready to be with you. And I don’t think it’s you per say, I think it’s anyone. I don’t know what it feels like anymore to not he jealous, to not be afraid of being left, or cheated on. I dont know what it feels like to not be suspicious. I know there’s a thousand other girls out there who are thinner and prettier and smarter with their shit together far better than I’ll ever have it. I’m so depressed and broken that I don’t know how to just be anymore. Id be absolutely devastated if you left, but I can’t say id be surprised. It’s a lot harder to be with me than it is to walk away from me. I’ll never feel good enough for you, or for anyone else. I’ll never believe I can be loved. I’ll always have a wall up against it. I’ll always be broken down and damaged. Everything in my life is wrong and I don’t know how to make any of it right anymore. I’m so deep into this depression I feel as though I’ll never pull myself out. I’ll just sink deeper. Unsaveable. I’m afraid I’m just a filler for you, a time killer, a confidence booster that you need until you get on your feet where you wanna be. I feel like you won’t put us together because you wanna still keep your options open with a better female comes along for you. That way you’re not actually breaking up with me, cause were not technically together. All I have are fears and sometimes they’re greater than my hope for us, and most of the time I just don’t know what to do or how to handle anything anymore. But I love you, in every way. The best way I know how.

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Billy: In principal photography, the last scene we filmed together was where Viggo says “You bow to no man.” Dom: And the great thing about that was that Viggo was available to do the shot. I mean, he wasn’t on camera but he came and did the shot. He fashioned his own crown, ‘cause they didn’t have a crown for him. So he made a crown out of paper. And in every different shot the crown became more and more silly.

Billy: In principal photography, the last scene we filmed together was where Viggo says “You bow to no man.”
Dom: And the great thing about that was that Viggo was available to do the shot. I mean, he wasn’t on camera but he came and did the shot. He fashioned his own crown, ‘cause they didn’t have a crown for him. So he made a crown out of paper. And in every different shot the crown became more and more silly.